Any advise or help?

Give it a few weeks to sort out... Frustration these days seems to be fighting your own limitations in less productive ways than learning how to work within them. Your path to success is careful planning within a realistic essment of the situation. Take a long walk.... Physical exercise is a good outlet for your ertive energy, but workouts you can do alone are more favored than competetive sports. Work should be done for its own sake, not to win. Your capacity for endurance is good, but take care to avoid "burnout." The more you can achieve in tangible accomplishment, strike one more little thing off your list, the more energy you will feel, Should all p mid Feb. Hope that helps.